New vlog on my road to #TheVoice YouTube: relief2myreality
Just Meಌ
A Girl w/ a lot of thoughts. Flawless at this Doctor thing, trying 2find happiness && Balance w/everything Else…Lಌve me or Hate Me..Atleast U feel SOMETHINGಌ
Back To The Basicsಌ
I admit that as a female, when you go through enough hurt and pain, you shut down. You turn into this bitter person and lose sense of yourself. ….But Why? Why believe you are anything less than beautiful? Why believe than you’re any less amazing? Why do anything less than be as good,if not better than you were before the storm? Go back to the basics. Go back to youಌ
BUT….
If you don’t ever take a chance, or if you don’t ever give into the things, or people you care about the most, they would never know their worth to you.
The Giver; Finding Balance.
Some of my closest friends are guys and it’s pretty easy to get some good advice, but it’s hard to follow through because it’s what a guy would do….Not necessarily what a female would. I am what you call, a giver. *stands up and says “hi, my name is Jessica, and im a giver”* I pick my friends very wisely, and I’m very picky. So when I find people I like being around, I actually LIKE being around them. Being a giver, can be a good thing and probably one of a person’s biggest flaws. It’s a good thing, because the people in your life know that they can always count on you. A bad thing is, you can be taken advantage of. Arguments to me, are minor situations, and if they potentially mess up something, I freak out. My thing is, why be mad over something so small. Just apologize. Get it over with. Sometimes it gets to a point where people fuck up, and they continuously fuck up with no regards or a care for your feelings because they know you’ll forgive them. But at what point, do you give up? See, my complex is that once I give up, the wall goes up, and that person gets shut out. Not only, does THAT person get shut out, but everyone else has to be evaluated. It sucks, because I have no median. I’m either the giver, or absolutely nothing to you.
I Believe…….
In medicine, you find that you either believe in God or evolution. When you believe in evolution, you believe in medication. When believing in God, the doctor is considered alternative medicine, but why? Why is it that you have to believe in one or the other????……. I believe in the power of medicinal treatment. At the same time I believe in God. I believe medicine can help you, but God can cure you. I believe in the working powers of happiness, spiritual enlightenment, and love. I believe that the way you feel or the hurt in your soul can alter your health. I know that heartbreak alone can alter the shape of your heart and cause cardiac arrest. So I believe in the good of love. I believe that not all guys are the same, and there is someone to take your breath away. Even though I don’t study it, I believe in psychology. I believe that family issues, or relationship issues can change the way you function, but I also believe that you can change that. I believe that you have a choice not to be a statistic. I guess I believe in the soul of a human being. I believe that being a doctor isn’t all about constant rehab and prescriptions on top of prescriptions, but I believe in faith, hope, love, and just plain caring. I believe that doctors help save the world, but I believe, even more, that God heals the soul <3
